So, ur telling me that this "weight gain" will actually go away! that these ana thoughts should be overcomed, that body shaming should be ignored that being bipolar and having annoying times in my life, should be sucked up with!!! i just feel like being ana will make me in control of something at least! i know for a fact that my next discussion will be all happy and giggly but right now I'm srry to say I'm just not feeling great...srry but i can't be perfect!
thnx aunty for making me stop drinking milk when i was 1 and scared of food really...
thnx mom for making me terrified of mirrors
thx dad for making me frightened of cameras
thnx 2nd grade math teacher for making me insecure
thnx 7th grade friend for making me feel ashamed for who i truly am!
YES I'm a sensative shit head, yes i get "WAY TOO EMOTIONAL"
YES i try doing "work" but i simply can't focus!
u dont understand, stop making urself a tourist in MY BRAIN cuz u have NEVER been there!!
STOP PRETENDING!!!! veganism has made me happy and if thats a problem for u then F OFF, just leave me alone I'm an extremist and I'm an insane girl I'm crazy! so leave me!! i pffff just had to let this out....ya i don't make sense.....i don't think i should actually post this...pfff
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I'm not sure the exact context you mean with this statement but keep in mind no pun intended that feelings thoughts emotions etc.. are all transient they come and the go rise and fall just watch them but dont get hooked into them. Allow things to be and head down the path you feel is true. You will always have feelings emotions difficult thoughts etc.. but you dont always have to allow them to allow you to suffer etc..
Hang in there.
Stop being so negative! you have to have a POSITIVE attitude.
the only person who cares what you look like is you.
if you go back to ana, it will be a LONG road my friend..... it took me 3 yrs for my MIND to recover.
Don't give a damn about what others think..
(by the way probably the steam room is a more appropriate category for these posts..?)